DEEP IN MY HEART

FAKE...PAIN...HURTING.....

2009-06-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

BACKSTABBER

How funny they are...
They can make you believe these fault feelings...
Can take away the things you hold dearly...
Alway say their here for you just because everyone around them says it...
Can make anything about themself...
One minute your there and everything is just fine ( like how it should be )...
And they take everything away from you...
Can make you feel bad by saying the simples thing...
The sads thing is when you know you found one And YOU let this all happen and stand still but you think it will stop but it NEVER does only gets worst!!!

ITZ REALY HARD AND PAINFULL TO SAY....AFTER A RELATIONSHIP HAS BEN PREDICTED TO ENDFULL WITH ALOT OF STUPIDITY AND SELFISNESS.....ITZ GONA BE A REALY HARD TIME FOR TO SURVIVE WITH MY LOVED ONE AROUND ME TO CONTINUE MY LIFE PATHWAY....SO JUST NOT THINK ONCE BUT WISELY BEFORE U END UP IN LOVE......IT SEEMS TO BE WONDERFULL WHEN YOU IN THAT WORLD BUT IT WILL TOTALY OPPASITE WHEN YOU FINISHING OFF IT.......YOU WILL BE LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT......SO SAY NO TO .....LOVE....

WORKING.....

2009-06-11T04:12:00.000-07:00

POSTING

8 June - the day was began as usual sharp 5.30 a.m. , my hp alarm was rang lyk hell bt i was not able to woke up, since it my first day of posting, should wait for the transport a bit earlier.......my heart beat was so fast , thinked bout what i'm gona do at new area and situation.....IJN

Institut Jantung Negara (IJN), also known as the National Heart Institute, is Malaysia’s premier heart centre. Established in September 1992, IJN provides cardiology and cardiothoracic surgerypaediatric cases. As the national referral centre for cardiovascular disease, IJN sees new cases referred from all over the country and abroad as well as follow-up cases at the outpatient clinics. services for both adult and the only centre specialising in treatment and management of heart diseases, IJN offers a comprehensive range of services for cardiovascular medicine with all types of interventions; both diagnostic and therapeutic and cardiac surgeries for open heart, closed heart, thoracic and transplants are performed.Since its establishment, IJN has kept abreast with the latest medical advances from just handling a simple hole in the heart to heart and lung transplantations. Today, we have a highly competent team of cardiologists, paediatric cardiologists, cardiothoracic surgeons, cardiac anaesthesiologists, support staff to handle emergencies and even the most complicated cases. We are ready to provide our patients with the expertise they acquired with kindness, care and comfort at anytime.IJN is currently expanding to increase the facilities and is expected to complete by 2nd quarter of 2009. Upon completion, IJN will have a total of 432 beds specially dedicated for heart treatment and will be one of the largest heart centres in the region.....

IGN

RYAN 'S WORKING PLACE

NEW IGN 2009

LAZY........................

2009-05-19T21:33:00.000-07:00

WhiLE aLL mY HuSeMaTe sTuDy, ThIS IS WhAT I DiD........

in d wonderland..

SuRFInG.....

hAnGiNG In D PhOnE

WaTCiN MoViE...

fLiRtInG WiTh GiRlZ...hmm hmm...

EaTiNg LiKe heLL

~ITZ REVISION WEEK AGAIN~

2009-05-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

hIsToRy RePeTiN

As usual....i slept off again....duno wat hapenin to my body , i was teriably tired ..(manufacturin defectz..) I juz realize tat i been skip my last of my last clz in diz sem.....duno wat gona my Unc Suresh mambling towards me at exam hall........

Final Exam..just around d corner....i not even smell yet at my bulk of notes....itz alot wen tinkin wic subject should i study first....Pharmaco it seems havin 18 cahpters..oh f*ck....hope tat i can manage as my previous semester...but d real head on 29 may cause im havin practical exam..( DPM )...oh god i should neve eva gat d suppositorries preparation !!!!!!! itz feel suck wen thinkin of fusion method ....moulding...lubricating.....!!!!

At Home......after so long tinkin ,i deciced to pack my thing n get lost frm d hostel bc home....Itz a rainin day at tiz Silver State....so all wet...wet...wet..til my BOXER aso get wet...ha ha ha ...juz kidin!!!! Itz been different aft long , nw oni bc home....til lukin all fresh and gud......the cool air climate reli make sleppy nw bt i fel wana smoke first b4 jump into d bed...

Sweet souR

2009-05-13T09:25:00.001-07:00

7.00 a.m, my alarm in d phone started 2 make itz funny sound indicates my morning rutain has been started......today im successfully pass through d Dispense Test n i manage to score 15.5 ( a bit high u noe ) and the intresting part of 2day was i saw my Mis X...i dam damm hapy to chat wif her n im liked fliying at sky aft talk 2 her......itz been a preety jokes 4 d beautiful day nah.....hope to c her again ........signin off . Mr Cocaine.

WED IS SUCKS

2009-05-11T21:33:00.000-07:00

itz a hard time goin on by this week.....

By the way, tiz is the first time im b apart of tiz blogging area.....i juz hopin it gona realy interesting n enjoyable....the workin load of tiz week is reli heavy n sucks..juz patiently waitin it to be moved...wil b d greatest headache on tiz comin WED cse havin Beh.Scens n Dispense test.....ohh god i juz wonderin , how i gona ans al d question n esp d Dispense ( itz a piece of ShiT )....by end of the month the SEM gona b end n i'l be doin practical smere arnd Malaysia ...duno d place yet!!!!!!!!!tension...tension.....i Had a wonderfull n sPecial experiance Yest......n sure i'l be writtin it very soon...til then, sign off....Mr CoCaine..